Days Like This.

Should I act surprised?
It’s kind of like catching someone in traffic picking their nose… no surprise, but you’ll always point it out to a friend.
Another door… the last one was a little difficult to open and this one will most likely be the same with another door right after it… my legs don’t get much use anymore.
Anymore than one and one half cups of this shit and I shake. 
Why can’t you just say one and a half?
Why can’t you say something positive for once?

Up up up… Down down down….
I told you that I never go below a certain level but it’s no fun being here.
I’ll try again to get to the other side of this thing only to see that you were on the same side the entire time, but didn’t think to tell me.
If it were colors one of them would surely be murky.
Should I still feel lucky? 
I can only imagine how the night will pan out.

Mac, Mac, Mac, Mac, Mac, Mac…
IBM+Blackberry
Coffee and mirrors. 
I can taste that this needs a little cream and sugar.
We’ve dirtied up all our spoons…
I hold you closer in my bed because we are on my terms.

I’ll love you anyway.


 

Meet me at Golden Gate Park and I’ll call you.
I can hear the buzz,
No one else is here.
You found me… I didn’t find you.
I’m happy that we could meet up again. 

Well here it is… it’s going to consist of rambling, a lot of it. Aimless, shit, I’m not even shooting… but when I do it will be to feel the kick. Like breaking glass… why do you and your friends break so much glass? Because I like the sound of breaking glass, it’s so dramatic. What else do I like? Plenty…

Like finding money in my pocket… no something better than that… how about finding a misspelling on a resume that has already been sent out to 20 different places. You have to laugh at that… it’s the moment that you realize you can’t take yourself too seriously. I can’t believe I did that… It’s harder to believe that N O O N E fucking caught it, hahaha. 

What, else I like… I like those moments when you almost feel like the entire universe just heard you. Like when you take a deep breath and realize that you probably did it at the same time every other living thing on Earth did. Does that make sense? Like you can feel a lull in the wind and the way the water flows because it just took a break with you… to breath.

I like the feeling you get when you meet someone new and everything they introduce you to, whether it’s music, food, a color, anything… they introduce you to it and it seems that when you aren’t with them it all keeps coming up. Like it’s a sweet coincidental reminder that maybe the person is thinking of you, just because you are thinking of them. I really like that feeling… makes it feel right.

That’s all kind of like synchronicity… I really like that whole idea. I know, I know… we are masters of our own fate and destiny… but there’s something about keeping your heart and mind open to the idea that life presents you with some sort of organized randomness for a greater reason. Like it’s all planned out and if you can take life’s hints you can get that much closer to where ever it is you’re going.

I love it when you happen upon someone who feels the same way… lifers. 

One time I spoke of a pear… and I came upon a pear.
Another time I shouted about a grapefruit… there it was.
This time I’m just thinking about what I like… here it comes.